Every so often we have moments in time where it freezes, and some words that are uttered in that moment are suddenly buried deep into our hearts. Whether a horrible moment of hateful words, or precious words of love, those moments exist.
I had one such moment not long ago. A dream that I've been working hard at for the past 6 months, suddenly I had a 'moment' of frozen time, and beautiful words uttered heartened me that I was heading in the right direction.
It moved me to tears; I was taken back, not really expecting them till much farther down the road. I mean, I kinda figured maybe one day I'd hear them again. I am exceedingly blessed; I may not know entirely whats going to happen in my life or job, but I know I'm in good hands, and learning much.
I've come so far. So very far, that I almost can't see far enough back in the past. And my dreams have changed so much, gotten better. I feel like I've been given better dreams now than ones I thought up in the past, and its a bit overwhelming sometimes to think about.
Needless to say, I'm stressed a bit over uncertainty, annoyed sometimes that I'm not quite independent yet, and wishing I had more money, or that I was done with school and making money with my education.
But in spite of all this, I am happy, very happy indeed. And blessed beyond deserving. I know, a lot of this is vague, but I'd like to leave this behind; sometimes dreams are broken to be replaced with far better dreams.
